hey how's everyone. thought i'd post sth aft a few months.

commons tests are coming to an end, most down, left lit to go..

the week has been eventful, today being the most stressful and taxing. had physics ct bef reccess, amath ct aft reccess, and olvl eng oral shortly aft. to top it all up, slept really late the night before at 4 am to mug for physics.

i also received my chinese olvl result; it wasn't as exciting and expected a grade, b4 it is. and i won't retake cause i believe it isn't worth the effort. plus, it's a b4 pass so it difficult even aiming for a b3 as well. was not exactly upset abt the b4, in fact im thankful abt it, as i've put in my best effort. i guess it's the pride factor that sets in. esp when so many ppl thot i'd do far better than this. (got a fair share of "huh i thot your cl very good one?" "retake.. oral got distinction right. no? merit right. . . ohh, pass huh..." kinda responses). it's quite in your face and that was really affecting me. i thank God for my cell leader who reminded me that my significance in Him does not depend on what i or others think, and it's simple yet she let me remember that a b4 c6 a1 or f9 does not change God's love for me. now that matters more than a grade.

and so there was common tests throughout the wk, but tgif tmr. eng oral was quite fine today, it has now been casted in the board of cares in heaven i believe..

it's lit common test tmr, let the last burst of perserverence in studying contd tonight!

also, i thank God for my family and friends and church friends who care for me. just a random thot. ha ha.

i will be back. with a nicer template when i've the liberty and time to. ; ) 

i'm in the mood to blog now, yet there's this mind block on what to say. this week has been quite alright, except for the fact that i can sensethings geting wobbly and sour between pl. well it's jogathon tmr. still thinking if i want to run or not; on one hand i'm lazy and feeling fat, and tough match with very fun pl this year, on the other hand it's the last year so why not run. hmmm. and kezia mentioned something logical today, if you're in 20th pos you might as well be 21st cos the 20 pts for the house is redundant anyway.

anyway, kezia and i went off tgt aft school today. we went to amk to get her strawberry milk ice and headed to my home. cooked our lunch and started baking the oero cheesecake, which was her primary objective to go home with me. haha. i had a super duper great laugh with her, but i shan't expose her embarrassing deeds. HAHA. one of which was, my clock sounded and she asked, "eh who ringed the door bell??" seriously, i laughed my head off... sniggers..

so we did the cheesecake and had a good time. like the drums..... -.- hahaha! and talking abt jogathon, kezia was motivating me to run by saying she'd see me at the finishing point. but i'm really lazy.. will see how tmr or sth. time passed quite quickly in school today, so it was a fair relaxed, yep. (;

think i should be sleeping soon, cos everyone's telling me to "slp early on the day before the run.." but does it really matter? hmm, may my fats disintegrate and die at the park tmr! goodbye stubborns fats and love handles! yesss!

tcare everyone, and all the best for jogathon too. happy night. (:

God Bless.

ahoy! i'm back.. hahaha. have been trouble with blogspot. the previous blog couldn't be found in my acc's dashboard. so its kinda lost in blogger now, and i've been too lazy to create a new one. until now.. so its goodbye to thad stale blog.

having been blogging for almost 3 months now. and few 'happenings' have past. like, common tests, SPA, march hols, g12 conference and the list goes on.. spent about 4 hours doing this blog and it was so irritating at first. fumbled with the links and alignments. but ptl, its presentable now. haha. well its quite similiar to the previous one, cos i dint explore other blogskins, just paul frank. so yea..

anyway.... its saturday today. and storming now, what a day to sao mu. haven't done much today, had bfast with cher in the morn, cos i had to pass debbie money. headed home there aft and here i am. cell was awesome last evening, learnt quite abit. of which, the Lord reminded me that i gotta manage my emotions correctly to achieve great things for Him (from the iLove book). we ought to speak to our minds, bef it speaks to us! indeed, God has walked me through the four months of this year and i experienced His love and corrections regarding this issue. so right now, i happy to say that i've overcomed a weak spot in my life! (:

its so true that a wounded heart becomes unstable, becos its either the wounds, or God. the two can't live together, and its amazing how a wee bit of melancholy and being self-absorbed can swing our emotions to the extreme. but as much as such negative feelings can tear our Spirits apart, a touch of God's abundant, unconditional love can bring life to a bitter heart. thank you Jesus!

even as i look back at how i have been living my life, i can see God answering to my prayers. indeed, the Lord listens to ur every thought. He never sleeps, nor slumber. like during the g12 conference, the Holy Spirit rekindled the fire of God in in my heart, and praise the Lord once again that i have awoken from my spiritual slumber and slack. and one of the verse He gave me was:

Don't waste your time on useless work, mere busywork, the barren pursuits of darkness. Expose these things for the sham they are. It's a scandal when people waste their lives on things they must do in the darkness where no one will see. Rip the cover off those frauds and see how attractive they look in the light of Christ.

   Wake up from your sleep,
   Climb out of your coffins;
   Christ will show you the light!
So watch your step. Use your head. Make the most of every chance you get. These are desperate times!  Ephesians 15:11-16 (The Message Bible)

when we actually go into spiritual sumber or slacken, its like getting into a coffin, and isn't that freaky.. and the last part of the verse says "Christ will show you the light", which is a timely as this year, we're warriors of light in the victory! i believe the main call is really to rise up, and claim God's kingdom! so to enhance that in my life i'm gna aim to complete pe and sol1 by this year. haha.

all in all, i guess everyth we do is 100% man, and 100% God. nonetheless, we gotta be humble bef the Lord and allow our life to be a living sacrifice for God and God alone. i'm really glad my Father uses ppl who "can't do it" as well, cos i know i won't be able to witness miracales without having God's mighty hand of victory upon my life. Praise God!